The Small Wings on the Angel

The Small Wings on the Angel

The small wings on the angel
Carried us higher and higher
Time stopped for the two of us
There is the refuge in being with each other
Yet, I know the inescapability of reality,
Dictates every dream's end and every joy's death

We reached a meadow of supreme splendor
The white roses and white daisies mingled
They danced to the sweet tune of the wind
They embraced at times then they departed
My heart clenched as I witnessed their separation
Will I lose you again?

My heart misses those lips
The softness of your beating heart against mine
Your embrace
The taste of your presence
The smell of your hair on my cushions
My mind misses your words
My skin yearns for your touch

A love as pure as mine will coarsen
A heart as committed as mine will die
A thousand times at least
The battle I lose over and over
The pain I endure to be close to you
And I want it all, just to be near you
To be anywhere near, makes my life

Your affection lifts me higher
As high as our love
Losing you will toss me to perpetual anguish
Is there a chance for us?
Simply not

I'd Rather Fight with You

I'd Rather Fight with You

I'd rather fight with you
Than love anyone else
I'd rather rest on your chair
Than anywhere
I'd rather see your face, day by day
And a glimpse of you here and there
I'd rather touch your cheek
I'd rather make you smile
I'd rather see the sparkle in your eyes
Than be within a multitude of people

I sit here silently
After all, I can only think of you
There's no loneliness now, for
I can sense your presence
I can feel your eyes burning into my soul
Your caring gaze suppresses deep agony
When will you tell me?
When will you concede that you need?
Talk to me, I ache for your words
Still, you quell any hope from blossoming
Why do you fret? I'm here.

I see a crimson rose; it sets off memories of you
I see images of the desert, of lush grass, of the sea
I see pretty much anything and think of you

How hard it is to be without you,
How unbearable to be in a world
That is poor, hungry, combating?
How it would all be undone,
If only you were here

You enriched me; you stole a beat from my heart
The words that you hide will seep out one day
And I will still be here

My Curse

My Curse

The discrepancies are monumental
The passion is equally ample
The loss is worthy to be historic
Your ruthlessness drowns me
Your occasional kindnesses momentarily save me

With that said,
I feel empty without you
I'm ill with the weight of the humanity's sins
My curse, is you, and I love you
The curse is a replica of listening to
The verses of a harmonious piano piece
The choruses singing in accord
Whilst my heartstrings battling in the discords

When the night comes
My humanity gets captured and immortalized
Forever in thoughts of you
When the day comes you evict me again
From my existence, from my sanity
You are singular and I savor it
You descended from the firmament
But you also ascended from Hades
And yet, we are walking contradictions